Conversations with Jesus - Request for guidance

My blessed LORD and Divine Father
My guide when I sent my prayers heaven wards to thine presence
Thank you Father, Brother, Mother and Ancient Master

# Heart opening
# Depression
# Universe/insignificant trot
# Relationship - Parents
# Future/Quarterlife crisis
# Honesty

Appa.. I fear and worry about my future. Life partner (if any)
Am trying to find my identity in this large world where I feel unguided. Can you step into my life powerfully and let your presence known tangibly, visibly(inner senses)?

Creative expression
My heart longs to create drama, write scripts for a movie, connect with noble people of the society, make big money, help millions, travel worldwide, visit sacred places, experience the boundaries of higher states of consciousness. Can you please guide me in the process of this ups and downs? I feel stuck and life externally doesnt seem to improve. I somehow manage with the help of my Soul Angel Sudarshanji's help. But how long Father? Isn't it your duty to help me out? How long Father? Is life meant to be dry and insecure? Or is there a better option that I can choose...

Let me know Divine Jesus.. May I sing songs, melt in devotion, feel tremendous gratitude...
Thank you Father for listening to my prayers.

How do I talk? What do you really like? I feel like a person who always demands things from you. Is there a better way to commune with you. Teach me to take my relationship with YOU deeper and deeper. To have a conversation with you every moment of my life.

Teach me to Discover your PRESENCE within me. Teach me to CONNECT with your holy presence at all times.

Genghis Khan movie, Margaret Feinberg book, Wine, Women and Discovering God

Jamukha [Brother - Genghis Khan]
All Mongols fear the Thunder
but not you -- ?

Genghis Khan
I had no place to hide from the Thunder
so I wasn't afraid anymore


My sweet Divine Mother
As I take baby steps to grow into adulthood,
I invoke thine sweet glance and merciful grace on my being
May it flood like the Ganges that gush forth from thy Husband Shiva's head
May it fill my being with light and guide me, protect me, instruct me in your natural laws

Many a men were confused in their vanity of disconnection from initimately knowing you
Lead me kindly mother into the Heavenly Kingdom

Help me to discover YOU in everything, everywhere
Teach me inner strength, courage, bravery
Be my wisdom in all matters spiritual and material
Teach me to love everyone unconditionally
And radiate stillness from the core of my heart now and forever more in all my embodiments
My sacred and humble pronams to thine holy presence Mother

May I be awed, inspired, overjoyed and melt in thine sacred divine presence all my life
In all my forms, In all Lokas and In all vehicles in which I AM embodied.

Aum Namashivay!